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Devious Journal Entry
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THANK GOD.
For the longest time I couldn't get on my dA account. I've finally recovered my password.
I feel like crying. This is ridiculous, I feel like I found my long lost childhood friend. I know I sound dramatic and all, but I am ecstatic! I have so many things to tell you guys, too many good and bad shit happened, I don't even know where to begin.
First of all, I'd like to apologize (from the bottom of my heart) to my Kiriban winner, I assure you, I still remember. You will get your Shino/Tenten fanart. As soon as I unearth my external harddisk that's stocked somewhere in one of the 896463453 boxes in my living room. I acknowledge that I can be such an irresponsible, half-arse person. I am truly sorry.
Where to start? My god, has it been more than a year? I was involved in 4 accidents. 3 relatively minor ones, and 1 that traumatized the shit out of me. I believe that things happen for some reasons, and that at the end of the day, I am a better driver.
Also, I managed to gather my courage and finally did a medical check up, and I cannot thank god enough every day that I'm okay, that I'm healthy. I'm even trying my best to have a better eating and sleeping habits.
Second year of college has been too hectic, even now, I can barely breathe. At one point I was so sure I was going to give up, that somehow I was so sure that I lost my passion for this industry. But I forgot I have always been blessed with such amazing people around me, the same people that refused to give up on me, even when I was THIS close to giving up. I can't thank them enough.
Before I start sounding even more like I'm giving out a bloody speech for my disappearance award, I just wanna say hi. Hi, everyone. If you still remember me, even if you don't, thank you. You guys have no idea how much your support (in any way) mean to me. I love you guys :').
I'm going to start posting drawings up again soon, and whatever I can find in my desktop right now, I'll post them up immediately.
Most importantly, I would like to give my deepest condolences to the friends and family and strangers who have lost so much, so much in the recent earthquake and tsunami in Japan. I pray and hope for the best.
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For the longest time I couldn't get on my dA account. I've finally recovered my password.
I feel like crying. This is ridiculous, I feel like I found my long lost childhood friend. I know I sound dramatic and all, but I am ecstatic! I have so many things to tell you guys, too many good and bad shit happened, I don't even know where to begin.
First of all, I'd like to apologize (from the bottom of my heart) to my Kiriban winner, I assure you, I still remember. You will get your Shino/Tenten fanart. As soon as I unearth my external harddisk that's stocked somewhere in one of the 896463453 boxes in my living room. I acknowledge that I can be such an irresponsible, half-arse person. I am truly sorry.
Where to start? My god, has it been more than a year? I was involved in 4 accidents. 3 relatively minor ones, and 1 that traumatized the shit out of me. I believe that things happen for some reasons, and that at the end of the day, I am a better driver.
Also, I managed to gather my courage and finally did a medical check up, and I cannot thank god enough every day that I'm okay, that I'm healthy. I'm even trying my best to have a better eating and sleeping habits.
Second year of college has been too hectic, even now, I can barely breathe. At one point I was so sure I was going to give up, that somehow I was so sure that I lost my passion for this industry. But I forgot I have always been blessed with such amazing people around me, the same people that refused to give up on me, even when I was THIS close to giving up. I can't thank them enough.
Before I start sounding even more like I'm giving out a bloody speech for my disappearance award, I just wanna say hi. Hi, everyone. If you still remember me, even if you don't, thank you. You guys have no idea how much your support (in any way) mean to me. I love you guys :').
I'm going to start posting drawings up again soon, and whatever I can find in my desktop right now, I'll post them up immediately.
Most importantly, I would like to give my deepest condolences to the friends and family and strangers who have lost so much, so much in the recent earthquake and tsunami in Japan. I pray and hope for the best.
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Kiriban Winner + Other Stuff
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Hai gaizz.
KIRIBAN goes to: o/
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Congrats! She hit the 11111th pageview (img.photobucket.com/albums/v19…) and requested a Shino/TenTen fanart. This is going to be fun, lmao. I haven't drawn het pairing in ages, it's always been male/female slash... whoops. Guilty as charged.
Anyways, you guys can still try your luck with taking a screen-shot of any number from 11119-11209. I'll pick a number I like best. <3
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On Naruto, chapter 485:
Sasuke, I'm really glad I met you.
So yeah. NEED I SAY MOAR? No? Didn't think so. <3
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KIRIBAN goes to: o/
o/Congrats! She hit the 11111th pageview (img.photobucket.com/albums/v19…) and requested a Shino/TenTen fanart. This is going to be fun, lmao. I haven't drawn het pairing in ages, it's always been male/female slash... whoops. Guilty as charged.
Anyways, you guys can still try your luck with taking a screen-shot of any number from 11119-11209. I'll pick a number I like best. <3
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On Naruto, chapter 485:
Sasuke, I'm really glad I met you.
So yeah. NEED I SAY MOAR? No? Didn't think so. <3
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WOOT. Naruto 485! - KIRIBAN: 11111 o/
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Naruto 485
Have you guys read it yet? No? GOGOGOGO. I'm not gonna spoil it for you guys but I'm so freaking excited. I'm going to keep being hopeful cause you never know with Naruto. He's amazing like that. /snickers
Naruto 484
... finally. Fucking. Finally!
Naruto's appearance was grand, dude, like, I just KNOW he's going to show his epic self off. God, I love him. This is going to be awesome cause Kishi made us wait for SO long. We deserve to read more of Naruto's awesomeness. And if my logic doesn't make sense.. well, shush. o/
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So..
Kiriban at 11111 instead. Just take a screen-shot as proof. Also there's another ONE lucky number, I'm not going to reveal the exact number, but let's just say it's from 11119 - 11209. Anyhow, if you wanna try your luck, you can take a screen-shot of any numbers from 11119-11209. Only one screen-shot per person, etc. <3
To the person who hits Kiriban, I'll draw you a Naruto or Harry Potter fanart of any single character/pairing.
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Have you guys read it yet? No? GOGOGOGO. I'm not gonna spoil it for you guys but I'm so freaking excited. I'm going to keep being hopeful cause you never know with Naruto. He's amazing like that. /snickers
Naruto 484
... finally. Fucking. Finally!
Naruto's appearance was grand, dude, like, I just KNOW he's going to show his epic self off. God, I love him. This is going to be awesome cause Kishi made us wait for SO long. We deserve to read more of Naruto's awesomeness. And if my logic doesn't make sense.. well, shush. o/
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So..
Kiriban at 11111 instead. Just take a screen-shot as proof. Also there's another ONE lucky number, I'm not going to reveal the exact number, but let's just say it's from 11119 - 11209. Anyhow, if you wanna try your luck, you can take a screen-shot of any numbers from 11119-11209. Only one screen-shot per person, etc. <3
To the person who hits Kiriban, I'll draw you a Naruto or Harry Potter fanart of any single character/pairing.
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Shit, I'm in doubt. I was so sure I wanted to go for Illustration with Comics as my major in The One Academy of Communication Design.. but I'm not so sure anymore. I had a long talk with my dad, and then with my seniors, and two of my closest darlings (Imaan and Laura, who are also my classmates in TOA). Plenty of advices were given. I took all of them seriously and to heart because I do realize this is, yanno, "serious business". I don't want my parents to spend any more money for me than what's necessary. As if they haven't spent enough to get me into TOA. So yeah.. I have to make some serious decision by April... but as for now I really don't know.
I love drawing, digital and traditional. I have been into mangas for as long as I can remember. I just can't imagine myself doing things I do not like for the rest of my life in the future. It really has to be art/fashion/business related. Other than those, I really - cannot. But.. how far can Illustration with Comics course take me? I want a good future. I want to do something I love but at the same time, I want to make sure doing what I love CAN provide me cash. Thus here I'm going to state the obvious, money is one of the most important things, if not THE most important thing in life. So yes, that's my dilemma, and I'm afraid Malaysia has yet to be the place where artists and illustrators can make decent amount of cash - for normal artists. Some of them might be extra fortunate, more recognized, but you see, not everyone is included in the "some" catagory.
So.. maybe I'm going for Digital Animation instead.
First of all, nobody can deny that Digital Animation has wider scope. And I have seniors, and friends of my sister who took Digital Animation. I asked for their opinions and they told me, despite the constant torture and sleepless nights, et cetera, they believed they did make the right decision. Some of them have already graduated, some of them have gotten a stable job, and the pay, whilst not incredible, is better than "decent". And they mentioned that Digital Animation invovled more networking, and the students get to practice more communication skills, with the constant group works and whatnots. Besides, it's not like you CAN'T keep on drawing and painting. In fact, you still have to. Even if the course doesn't stress on traditional or digital painting as much as Illustration course does, you still practice them. You can keep on learning at home and even with your friends. More skills can also be self-taught. So.. MOST probably, I'm going for Digital Animation. I still need to go to TOA's course seminars/talks. I still need to get more advices from Imaan and Laura. I need to discuss with my dad. I need more assurance. And I need to ask myself if this is not only the right thing to do, but what I want to do as well.
So yeah. Yeah. What I want now is more advice. And for people to wish me luck! I have to make some real decisions soon! YAY.
p.s. The latest Naruto chapters are SO frustrating. Sasuke has officially gone bonkers.
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I love drawing, digital and traditional. I have been into mangas for as long as I can remember. I just can't imagine myself doing things I do not like for the rest of my life in the future. It really has to be art/fashion/business related. Other than those, I really - cannot. But.. how far can Illustration with Comics course take me? I want a good future. I want to do something I love but at the same time, I want to make sure doing what I love CAN provide me cash. Thus here I'm going to state the obvious, money is one of the most important things, if not THE most important thing in life. So yes, that's my dilemma, and I'm afraid Malaysia has yet to be the place where artists and illustrators can make decent amount of cash - for normal artists. Some of them might be extra fortunate, more recognized, but you see, not everyone is included in the "some" catagory.
So.. maybe I'm going for Digital Animation instead.
First of all, nobody can deny that Digital Animation has wider scope. And I have seniors, and friends of my sister who took Digital Animation. I asked for their opinions and they told me, despite the constant torture and sleepless nights, et cetera, they believed they did make the right decision. Some of them have already graduated, some of them have gotten a stable job, and the pay, whilst not incredible, is better than "decent". And they mentioned that Digital Animation invovled more networking, and the students get to practice more communication skills, with the constant group works and whatnots. Besides, it's not like you CAN'T keep on drawing and painting. In fact, you still have to. Even if the course doesn't stress on traditional or digital painting as much as Illustration course does, you still practice them. You can keep on learning at home and even with your friends. More skills can also be self-taught. So.. MOST probably, I'm going for Digital Animation. I still need to go to TOA's course seminars/talks. I still need to get more advices from Imaan and Laura. I need to discuss with my dad. I need more assurance. And I need to ask myself if this is not only the right thing to do, but what I want to do as well.
So yeah. Yeah. What I want now is more advice. And for people to wish me luck! I have to make some real decisions soon! YAY.
p.s. The latest Naruto chapters are SO frustrating. Sasuke has officially gone bonkers.
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1) Seriously, it was so bloody ridiculous that almost everyone went on spamming/posting "RIP Johnny Depp" yesterday. Whoever guilty of spreading that nasty rumour is such a f*cktard. Fooling around with people's life is not funny, jeez.
2) I still hope that rumour of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie separating is not true. I adore their kids.
3) I admit.. I stopped reading after Sasuke thought he could beat up all four kages (and he called Naruto stupid). I mean, yes, I'm still a shameless Narutard. No, I'm not giving up on Naruto. Ever. But yeah, just.. taking a break. Until everything is gay, shiny and rainbow again. o/
4) twitter.com/Aamyra - Because Twitter is cool. Yay!
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2) I still hope that rumour of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie separating is not true. I adore their kids.
3) I admit.. I stopped reading after Sasuke thought he could beat up all four kages (and he called Naruto stupid). I mean, yes, I'm still a shameless Narutard. No, I'm not giving up on Naruto. Ever. But yeah, just.. taking a break. Until everything is gay, shiny and rainbow again. o/
4) twitter.com/Aamyra - Because Twitter is cool. Yay!
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